mr.magoo, my very first, smartest, funniest, and sweetest hamster just died... he's so smart he taught me lots of things.
even if he's separated from the two hamsters (coz inaaway cya ni coco), he lived his life to the fullest, still. How? he makes sure he makes us happy everyday by playing in his cage and doing funny stunts... he loves to amaze us and also himself...
everytime i have a problem, he's always there to listen.. i'll just call out his name and he'll wake up, get up for me..and listen.. even if he himself is alone and not so happy in his cage...
he's so sweet he used to sleep on my tummy and just lie there till he gets to bummed out and fed up with his "batugan-ness" haha.. cute!
if you're alone.. ex. you're eating alone.. you can always get him out of his cage, put him on the table and bring some of their sunflower seeds, and he'll eat with you..
he's so smart he knows his name, my dad's voice.. and MY voice.. i even have songs for him and whenever he hears it he already knows that im here and so he'll start to go around his cage
and lastly.. the very best thing he taught me... was to treasure all your loved ones as if it's always - either- your - or their last.
lately i haven't been playing much with magoo.. so now i'm all guilty... magoo's the best hamster ever.. we'll always love him.. and we'll never forget him..

Yes. Men ARE creatures. And men will ALWAYS BE BOYS. No matter how much they've been through, how old they get, or how much they've been beaten up, they will never learn. Sadly, men's growth (intellectual growth, emotional growth, etc.) have limitations, and ours, NONE.
They say they have conscience and a heart, but the truth is - they have none.
Exhibit A: In courtship, they'll do anything to "prove" that they're really serious, and once the girl finally says YES - they change.
Exhibit B: When they commit a mistake, we forgive them. When they commit the same BS again, still, we forgive them and give them another chance. They finally reach strike 3, we start to ask them if they love us, they say yes. We ask them if they want to continue with the relationship, they say yes. We ask them when they're going to do something about the problem, they say the problem is the environment (ex. social life, school, etc.) and not them. Ladies, haven't we sacrificed enough already? Why give our major burdens another chance? Because they say they love us and still want to continue with the relationship? IF they do, then they shouldn't have reached strike 3 in the first place and have treated us like trash when in fact it's the OTHER WAY AROUND.
Exhibit C: When things go wrong, what do they do and how do they handle it? Go to friends/parties/get wasted and all the other shit. Find girls that are disgracefully cheap, stupid, and easy in our species.
Exhibit D: They use their famous lines like: "I will take care of you", "I don't wanna see you cry" and other BS. But in the end, they're the ones who do it.

They say women are complicated beings. We are. Why? Because we know what genuine love is (love is a complicated thing, right?), we know how to really live and enjoy life in a deeper sense, and we have a lot to offer.
Men are simple beings. Yes, they ARE. Why? Because they are obnoxious and have totally nothing to offer. IF there is or are, it's just their dingdong - tiny or big - that's it and NOTHING MORE.

COHEED AND CAMBRIA

"Wake Up"

I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again.
I wish that I could stay but you argue.
More than this I wish you could've seen my face
In backseat staring out the window.

I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I love you.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.

I've earned through hope and faith
The curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever.
If morning never comes for either one of us,
Then this I pray to you wherever.

I'll do anything for you.
This story is for you.
('Cause I'd do anything you want me to... for you.)
I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I won't be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I loved you.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
'Til you decide to wake up.

lately, i've been having a really bad luck. first, i have a stalker that texts me super horny stuff.. in PURE TAGALOG. bakit badtrip? imagine mo sabihan ka ng mga kabastusan - mga privates ng girls... in pure tagalog and ung actions na gusto nya gawin. it's really freaky coz he lives in our village din.. why do i know? coz last year pa yan nagtext and i remember him telling me that before.. although what i'm not so sure about is his name.. but about the one who gave him my number, he doesn't wanna tell me.
ngayon lang cya nagtext ng ganyan.. before he only miscalls me at least once a month. it's really freaky and can certainly develop paranoia in a person coz cyempre diba..  commute lang.. tapos sa loob ng village pedicab lang.. tapos kita ng marami ang nakasakay cyempre.. pano kung isa na cya sa mga un? pero malamang isa nga cya sa mga un diba.. nakikita nga daw nya ko eh! -_-'' bobo mo liza..

anyway., i have the right to be dumb now. it's 3:30 in the morning and i'm still not done with my thesis. when is it due? this coming monday. okay lang yan... editing nalang (haha! kapal! mahirap pa rin un sobra chong).
another reason why i have the right to be uhm.. dumb and bangag is because of another thing that happened to me this afternoon, which is another kind of harassment naman - physical na!

i was just walking on the sidewalk going to sta.lucia coming from robinsons.. diba may mga nanlilimos dun? there was this kid, standing in front of the bars (ung parang harang ng sidewalk).. when i was passing him na, umikot cya para hingan ako ng whatever (money or kahit ano) cyempre alam mo namang labas ko pa wallet ko.. buti sana kung may money ako sa pocket.. nung nagsabi ako na hindi.. kasi i was kinda avoiding him rin.. kasi mukang may topak na wala na gago lang tlaga.. sumunod cya tapos nakita ko he was reaching out to me na parang gagrab nya ko.. cyempre tinry ko umiwas.. pero ang bilis, kinurot nya ko ng sobrang lakas. as in sobra... tapos tinry ko ilayo ung left arm ko (ung kung san cya nakakapit) ayaw nya bumitaw..tapos sobrang kapit..di ko lam gagawin ko..sobrang shock, di ako nakalaban or whatever. sobrang unsual nung kurot nya..parang may gamit cya na something.. which is freaky. usually pag kurot ung pain naglalast for 10-20seconds lang diba?  ung akin nakapasok na ko ng sta.lucia at mejo naka-ikot na, andun pa rin. ang creepy sobra.... traumatic. never na ulit ako lalabas ng sta.lucia ng magcocommute lang

nung malapit na ko sunduin.. dun ko lang narealize na buti nalang kurot lang at hindi saksak or something more fatal.. tsk. ang slow.. pero kasi iba eh..

ikaw? ano gagawin mo pag ikaw ung ginanun nung bata? lalabanan mo ba? sabi ni kuya dapat daw sinipa ko... sabi ng dad ko at nila ate sally dapat daw tinulak ko... ano ung sayo?
ako wala akong ginawa.. kasi una di ko alam kung baliw lang ba talga cya or gago lang talag.. pangalawa, lumaki cyang illliterate.. pangatlo, survival instincts.. ano ba ginagawa ng mga tao noon o ng mga animals para mabuhay at sobrang no choice na talaga? diba nagpapatayan sila sila... ang hirap pag psych. kasi parang hirap ka lumaban o feeling mo wala kang karapatan lumaban at ang dapat mo lang gawin ay intindihin sila... tsk tsk

ok ok... if you're curious about something and you badly wanna try it even if you already know that it's bad... make sure first that: 1. you have strong self-control/self-discipline, 2.you don't have a fragile body, and 3. know the consequences of your actions...
note to self: never ever try weed! why!? coz i just tried a cigarette this afternoon...why? out of my stupid curiosity.. ahehe =D and it wasn't as bad as i expected it to be [minty]... but thanks to the way my body reacted, i'm never going to try it again. i thought my body wouldn't over react... but it did! fragile... tsssssssss........
throat still feeling dry. it's as someone's holding your neck that you're not comfortable breathing. feels like there's always something in there... something like a ball that's blocking your airway.. *effects of smoking for someone with a fragile body + bronchitis + asthma [yes..mejo may asthma na ko]*.
head hurting... nakakahilo! til now...hilo pa rin ako...
for a person with an extra sensitive skin... tsk. it is stupid to try these kinds of stuff. itchy!!!!!!! red marks... ugh... and right now.. my skin kinda looks different.. imagine, i just tried it and a lot of stuff are already happening to my body... what more if i try more? result - wrinkles at an early age, yellow/black-grayish teeth, high chance of having lung cancer, and a lot more!
now i'm not curious anymore... i've learned my lesson... smoking might be fun (sarap cya habang ginagawa) but that thinking's only for the short run. =D